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This Has Nothing To Do With Me

by Deeper Well

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1.
Leitmotiv 03:17
It's too late to start thinking what we could have done instead of letting go, avoid the conversation, nobody needs to know. I can't help believing that we reached the ceiling but it's not for lack of constant effort, we tried it all - nothing worked. Now all you hear is your own doubt and it won't take long before you just drop out, you're always looking outside, don't want to be where you are. You can take those fucking shortcuts , but you won't get far. I know you need that support and to remember that life is short, always racing to conclusion, it should be your last resort. All you hear is your own doubt and it won't take long before you just drop out, you're always looking outside, don't want to be where you are. You can try to walk away again , but you won't get far. Now all you hear is your own doubt, it didn't take long for you to phase us out, and now you've changed your mind, but what have you learned? You're the one who walked out, now it's my turn.
2.
Don't Worry 02:39
Breathe in deep, hold on to something that makes you comfortable, despite your best intentions, you're never in control. With your complaints and your grievances to air, stop trying to get back to that place, cause it was never fucking there. I've been waiting for something to change, things will never work out that way. I've been finding reasons not to try and asking myself why it's still just the same as the last time. Every day is another fucking war to wage, Another chance to write this off and turn the page, but you're never happy, no! You're just waiting for the next low, still taking the same notes, still stuck in the same boat. They tell you it's not permanent, maybe you're comfortable in discontent. I've been waiting for something to change, things will never work out that way. I've been finding reasons not to try and asking myself why it's still just the same as the last time.
3.
Out Of Focus 01:50
Out of focus, can't think straight. Overwhelmed by what she's got on her plate. Fixated on the things that make her feel small ,as she beats her head against the wall. There's no shortage of escapes and she knows she's tried them all. She locks herself behind closed doors, yet she's the only one she never can make the time for. Spent years expecting a second wind, now she finds herself accepting the broken state she's in. Never got past the first stage of grief, she's telling herself '''This has nothing to do with me - the sudden fear, the pressure drop, the vicious cycle that I can't stop'' The momentary peace she has, not feeling rejected, still does not outweigh the bad- forever disconnected.
4.
Sometimes 02:48
Armed with minds forever racing they expand without ever embracing the changes in our lives,as they filter in and out, creating ties we will forget about. Sometimes it's out of your control, but don't let it stop you now, keep digging that hole. You just can't plan for days like this- knowledge is power, but ignorane is bliss. Living in permanent denial can be exhausting, what if it all amounts to nothing? The reasons and the mission statement, they become unclear as we grow impatient we ask ourselves with hesitation, when will we live without negotations? I hate the noise you make, back and forth all night you're keeping me awake again- And I don't have the patience to repeat the pointless arguments, it never seems to make more sense. Sometimes I just run out of people I can trust. we ask ourselves with hesitation, when will we live without negotations?
5.
Crutch 02:12
Without a crutch to lean on, living on borrowed time. Been out of sight for so long but not out of my mind. The clouds cleared up, now it's too fucking bright outside, but its hard to see the light when all you do is hide. Advice is hard to take when all you're thinking about is your next mistake, it pains you to admit it's been a long time since you've felt the same. So exhale knowing , knowing this is not the end, the hands of time haven't caught up to you yet. In that comfort zone you've built , smiling through your burning guilt, as we all move forward you find your comfort standing still. Without a crutch to lean on, living on borrowed time. Been out of sight for so long but not out of my mind. The sinking feeling, you think you've waited for too long to fix what you know and what you always knew was wrong. Just to make things clear- I don't wish that you were here. You took everything you wanted then you disappeared, I just wish I knew if things ever got better for you, you made it hard on us when you lost the will to follow through- Without a crutch to lean on, living on borrowed time. Been out of sight for so long but not out of my mind.
6.
Doesn't it look good seen in the rearview, reframing situations, putting them beneath, rewriting history and trying to save face, I love how easily you're put back in your place. What's the point of being fucked up if you can't own it, we all stumble through our own collection of fleeting moments. But that doesn't mean I can't draw the line between degradation and having a good time. You're not having a good time taking advantage of everyone you turn to, eventually it will catch up to you, good people doing bad things having nightmares reocurring, we can put this all behind us, we don't need pictures to remind us. We all have crosses to bear, I know you've had more than your share, but all the time you spend doing nothing, going nowhere won't make it easier to live with the things that haunt you and when you let yourself think you'll be fine, that's when they've got you.

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Vocals: Antoine Kerten
Guitars/bass: Max Lajoie
Drums: Émilien Catalano

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released July 24, 2015

Recorded by Max Lajoie
Drums recorded with the help of Vincent Coté
Mixed by Max Lajoie
Mastered by Stuart Mckillop at Raincity Recorders

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Deeper Well Montreal, Québec

montreal rock punk
formed 2015

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